25 May 2010

job hunting

I've been going around to all the restaurants in Valencia looking for a job. I hate job hunting, but it must be done. I must pay my rent.

I hope that something works out soon because I feel very restless. And living in a house where half the people are gone and most of my friends from CalArts are gone, I'm starting to feel lonely. I need to get in the habit of calling people soon or I'm going to get very lonely and depressed and that's never a good thing.

I watched Moulin Rouge last night. It provided an odd emotional reaction for me this time around. While I was moved, at the same time all I could think was "well, that kind of love doesn't exist." Am I turning cynical? Have I become jaded by my bad love experiences (or rather the lack of good ones)? Le sigh.

2 comments:

  1. Speaking of getting lonely...did you have plans to go up to the Lit Moon play on June 5? I'm going to be without a car that weekend, and was just curious if you were going so that I might possibly be able to carpool with you.

    ReplyDelete
  2. I don't know if I can go because I'm going to San Diego with my mom and my sister because my sister is running a marathon and I'm going to support her etc etc. Sooooo I'll have to get back to you on that.

    ReplyDelete