25 May 2010

job hunting

I've been going around to all the restaurants in Valencia looking for a job. I hate job hunting, but it must be done. I must pay my rent.

I hope that something works out soon because I feel very restless. And living in a house where half the people are gone and most of my friends from CalArts are gone, I'm starting to feel lonely. I need to get in the habit of calling people soon or I'm going to get very lonely and depressed and that's never a good thing.

I watched Moulin Rouge last night. It provided an odd emotional reaction for me this time around. While I was moved, at the same time all I could think was "well, that kind of love doesn't exist." Am I turning cynical? Have I become jaded by my bad love experiences (or rather the lack of good ones)? Le sigh.


  1. Speaking of getting lonely...did you have plans to go up to the Lit Moon play on June 5? I'm going to be without a car that weekend, and was just curious if you were going so that I might possibly be able to carpool with you.

  2. I don't know if I can go because I'm going to San Diego with my mom and my sister because my sister is running a marathon and I'm going to support her etc etc. Sooooo I'll have to get back to you on that.